| Psh, what's today? TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! =D |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|01:54 am] |
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| | Aaron Duhachek singing me an 80's song for my birthday! lol. | ] |
Today is my birthday & it's going great.
Lauren Ruggeir decorated my locker with tons of pictures of my man because he's so far away & other random hot guys with emo haircuts & lip rings... Kaelyn made me a SWEET collage of words out of magazines that described me... everybody else signed hot pink paper... It's completely & totally BOMB. I love it. =D
I'm now, officially, 18. Heh... LEGAL!
katieFEST was awesome! We had a GREAT turnout. About 350 people showed up, total.
We raised about $1,400.
I met an amazing guy & did some awesome stuff that I've never done before & unlike other girls, I'll never regret it.
 Listed M.I.A.
This is my favorite band ever. They're not signed... yet. This Friday, they will be. My show was the LAST show they played as an unsigned band... I'm so PROUD of you guys!
See the gorgeous guy on the far left? I know you do... That's Chris... he's mine. He plays guitar for Listed M.I.A. [They're emo/indie/pop punk...] Be jealous.
I <3 him... he <3's me. I miss him so much. I'll see him soon though. In exactly 3 days to be exact. I'm going to Fremont, OH to see him... the band's playing at a high school that's holding a Battle of the Bands. They'll win, for sure. I'm 100% sure of it... I started missing you before you ever left, sweetness.
Well... I gotta go. School's almost out, then it's time for Gracie's. Woo! Kbye!
X Love O
=Katie= |
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| If you have a weak stomach... don't read this. It's mainly about my dad who's in the hospital... |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|04:02 am] |
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| |  I kinda wanna cry... a little. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sing me something soft, sad & delicate... sing me anything. | ] |
Geeeeez, am I tired.
My dad's in the hospital. He has pulmonary hemophelia but for everyone that hasn't been to med. school... he has blood clots in his lungs. So many, in fact, that when you look at the X-rays of his lungs you can't see individual clots, you see masses of clots... I've been at the hospital every day for the past 10 days... & I hate going there... ugh. My mom gets pissed when I ask to go do other things because she worried herself a lot (which I've come to learn is the reason for her being so overprotective the past few years, hence my lack of a social life... ? Or well, I have a social life more so this year than ever but I hafta lie, sneak out & stuff like that to do most of the stuff I do). Anyway, last Monday Dad's Doc. said he would probably be able to come home within the next 2-5 days (so sometime between last Wed. & last Sat.) but he couldn't because treatment for everything wasn't working as fast as it should've & dad was improving, but also not as fast as the doctor's would've liked him to. See, they're giving him medicine through an IV that thins the blood which dissolves the clots... but it's not working fast enough so, since they have enough of an excuse to keep him in the hospital, they are. This week they said he may be able to come home sometime between now & Thursday. Okay. The question here is... will he? That's good because it means he's getting better but... I can't explain it...
If you know me, then you know I don't have a very good relationship with anyone in my family... that's why I'm so close to my friends; they're the only family I've got. My mom yells at me a lot, my brother's are so annoying & immature it should probably be illegal, my sister uses people & tried to blackmail everyone & my dad yells even more than my mom.
The clots in his lungs make it really hard for him to breathe but it wasn't to hard for him to mutter "Oh shut the hell up" any time I said anything at the hospital. If it meant coughing up a lung he'd do it just to be able to tell me to shut up one more time. When he dies, his last words will probably be "Shut the hell up, Katie. Jesus Christ, can't you do anything right?"
Some people don't think that's much to do with but you also don't know my family.
It's my opinion, & it's true, that everyone has their own story & a way of telling it & a way of understanding what they're talking about in a way that know one else comprehends it. Some of you may feel that you can relate but no one's understand my story more than me & I'll admit I won't understand anyone else's story as much as that person... but I can relate to many people. I guess... I dunno. My family takes it as a personal insult when I say I'm moving out after graduation. I don't know where I'll go, but I'm going somewhere. I'll live in a box on the street corner if it means getting away from my family.
I hate it when people say "Shut up."
I love my friends...
I really like David Work... that's a whole-nother story & probably the only happy one I have to tell right now. :)
I'm tired.
I'm sad.
I want to smile again... |
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[Mar. 17th, 2006|04:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | [nothing] | ] |
Sheesh. I'm bored. I'm tired. Holy moly... kill me.
katieFEST is coming up & I'm am SO stoked... I can't wait.
Tonight I have SOCCER PRACTICE & I'm PUMPED! Partially because it's soccer but mostly because Ben's coming with me. AH! Ben... sigh.
His b-day was yesterday & I went to Old Chicago with his family, then we went back to his house & watched Jarhead. It was cool. I love spending time with him & his family. They're probably the family I never had... I <3 Ben.
I gotta go. I'm in Business Law which is about to come to an end, sooo Later! :D
X Love O
=Katie= |
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[Mar. 16th, 2006|04:35 am] |
GO TO TO katieFEST!!!
X Love O
=Katie= |
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[Feb. 28th, 2006|04:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chillin | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Aaron Duhachek singing a random song | ] |
Sooo . . . here's my weekend:
*Friday:
- school
- planned a surprise party for Nick with his madre
- roaming the mall
- show
- snuck out, drank a little :/, stayed up all night
*Saturday:
- get home at about 4:30 in the A.M., tried to go to sleep but couldn't, broke out the CD player
- the second I start to fall asleep down my dad gets me up to go with him to get breakfast cuz he didn't feel like making it, so I do
- get home, eat, do homework, got 50bajillion calls from like Amy, Kyle, David, Gabitha, Maggs, Logan, Pat . . . about random stuff
- 3 o'clock Emily Scott calls & tells me to be ready by 6:30 cuz she's comin to pick me up for our Jr. Leader lock-in . . . schweet
- 6:45: Emily comes & gets me; we went to Ellen Welcher's b-day party for about 45 minutes
- went to the WIRED for like 20 minutes, to talked to some people & got Alec
- got to the lock-in about 8:45. Mom was pissed when I called. I said I'd call at 9, appearently she said 8 but I never heard that (dad said she said 9)... I called at 10till9 which was 10 minutes early to me, 50 minutes late to her. She was pissed. "What-ev." [I love Allie Farmer.]
- stay up ALL NIGHT with Emily, Alec, Kelsey Salmon & everyone else at the lock-in... NO SLEEP for the second night in a row.
*Sunday:
- dad gets me at 7:15 in the A.M.
- go home, get ready for/go to church which ended at noon
- go straight to the mall to buy Nick & Amy's b-day presents. I got Nick the newest Comeback Kid CD & a Tshirt & I got his mom, Amy, Vanilla Lace body spray from Victoria's Secret & some more vanilla scented stuff from Bath&Body Works
- party with them from 1-5
- talk to Pat, Logan & Shelbizzle in the phone. Mom gave me my new cell phone. Logan tried to get me to sneak out but I was too tired...
- eat supper
- go to sleep at like... 8:30/9 or so till 5 this morning
*Monday:
- wake up @ 5, go to school. It's Nick's 15th b-day... lol. Woo! He loved the CD I got him... & now, here I sit in Business Law. I'll probably sneak out with Logan & AMP to watch Wedding Crashers cuz I've never seen it & appearently that's a sin... somewhere. & Maybe I'll go shopping with my darling Allie Farmer & her new car that she wants to flaunt tonight. lol. ;D
Welp, that's all & my time's up. Time to go to Physics.
katieFEST is comin along by the way. I totally can't wait. There's 7 bands playin... more about that later when I finish the flyer tonight.
Later.
X Love O
=Katie= |
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[Feb. 24th, 2006|04:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Pretty good day. Good mood. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Extentionalism On Prom Night - Straylight Run | ] |
"Sing me something soft, sad Or LOUD and out of key. Sing me anything . . . SING like you think no one's listening."
Why do I love that song so much? Oh sheesh I love it. It's probably one of my favorite songs. I'm not gonna lie.
katieFEST is comin along. I raised about $1000, total when I only needed about $500 to get the show going. Pretty sweet. I've got 6 bands confirmed:
*Fervent Heat (Drew Decker's new band)
*Sub Rosa
*Always Tomorrow
*Listed M.I.A.
*L.A.O.
*Thw Winner's Circle
I'm trying to get Slick Nicolas in but the booker would really like me to stop at 6 bands unless I can get Brooklyn U.K. to come. I really want both but I need to make a decision soon. Comment with your thoughts on that, por favor.
Other than that?:
Boys problems on my mind . . .
I'm making my Prom dress & I don't even have a date so I should probably get crackin on that. I really don't wanna go alone. I at least wanna go with a friend . . . heh. Wanna go to Prom with me?
Chillin in Business Law.
We had seminar today so the schedule's different & I don't know when we get outta here so I'll just extend this little entry later.
I love everybody. :D
X Love O
=Katie= |
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| Happy Valentines Day? |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|04:13 am] |
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| |  Boys . . . geez. | ] |
Sooo . . . Valentines Day. Nothing makes me feel more insecure. Not kidding. Pathetic, I know . . . but still. Everybody else is like “Aahh, my boyfriend got me [insert something really cute or sweet] for Valentines Day!” Blah, blah, blah. Hate to admit buuut, I want that too. & it sux. A lot.
I dunno . . . I’m kinda talking but not with this guy. Anybody go to Central?: Ben Crow. Tell him good things. I like him . . . much. But like, I can’t explain what we are. We flirt like mad. We claim each other as husband/wife like it’s a joke & one secong we’re kidding & the next we’re not which is really hilarious. (LoL. Dorky but it’s a “you had to be there” kinda thing.) I love how we’re SO different. Seriously. We are the total opposite of each other & it’s amazing. Like . . . I’m like a little “punk kid” that listens to punk music & goes to shows on the weekends. He wears like Aero athletic stuff -“Blah blah blah Since 1987”- & listens to rap & country . . . & some punk/rock stuff & he plays football. The only thing we have in common is our sarcasm & blunt honesty. And we both like Mustangs? Ah! Grr . . .
I think we’re going to the movies next weekend to see ‘When A Stranger Calls’. I heard it’s reeeally good. We both wanna see it real bad . . . heh, there’s one more thing in common. lol.
Man, oh man. I am tired. |
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| VOTE 4 LADAWN . . . & funny stuff. |
[Feb. 4th, 2006|04:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | [none; in Business Law] | ] |
If you ever need a good laugh . . .
lol. I love this picture. It's Glenn, me & Slavic. It pretty much makes me laugh every time so I figured I'd share the joy.
Have a nice day.
If you've got nothing to do tonight come support LaDawn at the Homecoming game @ North . . . 7p.m. Be there.
X Love O
=Katie= |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|04:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Tired & not tired. | ] |
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I'm tired. I'm always tired. I'm learning to drive finally. Don't laugh; you know how my parents are. If you don't . . . lucky you. I started Driving class Monday & it's Mon.-Fri. for 2 weeks from 5-8 at All Star on Hwy. 41.
My teacher's name is Todd. He's hysterical. He makes me as the example for the whole class. I've been drunk, pregnant, high, & all 3 at the same time. It's funny. Maybe I'm the only one laughing but, hey, whatever.
The Homecoming assembly was today.
VOTE FOR LADAWN!
I'm mondo excited for her. I hope she gets QUEEN! I sat with LaDawn's mom & Grandma & Lyndsey Staples for the assembly & took 50 thousand pictures. It was GrEaT!
King? Hmm . . . as long as it's Cory Matthews, Glenn Goad or Miles Seltzer I'll be fine. I can't WAIT to find out who got what at the game tomorrow.
I'm making my Prom dress. I don't have a date . . . & I'm going to the trouble of making my Prom dress. What? Oh well . . . maybe I'll ask someone from a different school. Hmm . . . Nick Murphy! lol. Nick would go with me. Ooooorrrrrr . . . hmm. I don't know.
The whole thing with Justin is done, by the way. If you don't know what I'm talking about then don't worry about it. Bleh.
I'm in Business Law right now . . .
I'm totally going to Wired Saturday with Cody Staffelbach! Yesssssss! Oh man. Lost Anthem, 4-Seamer & the Hot Rocks are playing with some others I think . . . we're just going for Lost Anthem & 4-Seamer. Duh.
Class will be over in about 15 minutes & I'm really bored & I have nothing else to say SO I'm gonna go. Shout me a holler.
X Love O
=Katie= |
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| just a little update on my life . . . |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
Wow . . . it's been a while since my last visit to the good ol' LJ. A loooooooooong while. I don't really have much to say. I quit Nick's a while ago . . . I currently have a boyfriend (Justin) . . . katieFEST is postponed until further notice because of gay money grabbin army people . . . Santa Switch is in like 3 weeks & I still need to get a dress, Justin needs a tux + the corsage & boutineer & a place to stay afterwards cuz I'm not letting him drive back right after & my heartless mother won't let him stay at the house cuz she thinks I'm a whore or something rediculous like that AND we need to figure out where we're gonna eat . . . Geeeeeez.
I'm bored. Justin's calling . . . whoop, whoop! He's coming into town to watch the Reitz-Avon game on Saturday. EVERYBODY should go so you can meet him . . . he's so funny & awesome & amazing. Aahhh . . . yea. Life is gooooooooood.
Well, cya later.
Lyndsey call me when you get into town so we can hang out if ya want!!!
Love to all!
=Katie= |
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